HA!

you know... I think I changed or am changing.

But not in a good way.

Or maybe I need change but am fighting it in someway
that isn't necessary.

whatever happened, or is happening,
or isn't, I don't like it very much.



                                                       
I think I'm going to try to go back to the way I was.
If it's possible.


....I should find out what changed first, if anything did, other than my opinions.




      I mean, growing up is a lie. Granted, the freedom is nice.

   ....

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 Why does it all matter?



I'm alive, so is everyone else, that's enough to be happy about. Isn't it?


 I think it is.
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