I found this is the cuboard with my stuff:

I rebel from the revolting aspect of charity. I deem this as absurd. for I find chaos, anarky and rebellion as what grips with planet together. We are the thorns on the rose, the poison in the berry. You invite people in with your lovely disposition and we keep you from being over picked and eaten.
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 With a vivid sense of right and wrong you are not easily confused, and your path is not distorted.