Everything I say will sound bitter...I've written *bitterly* too often. I'm not bitter, I'm hurt, so tired, and trying to leave the situation. Is there a difference?

You left me a long time ago. Not just me, I know. I remember.

I'm now convinced that none of what you wrote was never about me, and if that's so, than our friendship and whatever I thought our friendship was, was gone a long time ago and still hasn't came back. I've just been chasing whatever scrap of it I could find trying to keep it alive. I've embarrassed myself and maybe even you. I'm sorry, for everything.