maturity.

There's people that are going to be coming over tonight.
Courtney's friends, they're older, most of them are anyway.

They talk about shows and causes that they stand for,
some don't eat chocolate.
some don't eat meat.
some don't wear wool.

They discuss humanity. Things they don't like, things that they do.

They are exclusively open minded. They picture every angle.
They love viciously, finding insulting things under every rock.
They fell in love with ripping off blindfolds.
They fell in love with love but they recoil from romance. 

They battle with their own thoughts, they tell stories of the times they nearly drowned.

I want to be like that. maybe I am.
maybe I'll never be.

I don't know.