Let's just have a pity party with Bon Iver.

I've always had issues with being social.

But not with everyone, I wasn't horrible at it by any means. It's just when I thought you were great or when I couldn't figure out what makes you laugh. That was when it became hard.

As much as I wanted you stay and like talking to me as much as I liked talking to you and for us to be friends for a long time, I was too worried that you would go away to say anything interesting or funny.

I was just enjoying your company too much to think.
Which normally made them leave anyway becuase it was too awkward.



This happend a lot when I was younger, and sometimes even now.



But sometimes people ignore the awkward parts of me and actually like me back and we have adventures together.

I like the people that ignore.


And other times, I just hate people but I feel like I have to be friends with them becuase I see them WAY too often and I'm tired of being the awkward one. I don't like those people very much at all.


At least I have sweaters. Sweaters always like you no matter what you do or say.