A word from Em.

 so yeah, I asked. My timing was awful... you were already upset, I didn't need to add more on. 

But I exploded and my 15 year old voice came out.  

I've wanted to say those sentences since last summer. But everything in my head told me that I wasn't worth an explanation, that it was stupid of me to even consider,  

that i'm still not,  and that it still is. 

It is.

   

 I'm not trying to put myself down, i know that i'm kind of great, I even have friends to prove it.

...

 I'm smarter than I come across.

I get it, all of it. And i'm sorry, for my timing mostly, and for other things too.