Last Summer And Past Friday Nights.

I miss the days where texting any guy nerve racking.

where i would go the park to swing and blush about some boy telling me my shirt looked nice and brag to an invisible audience about how I was going to marry Hiro Nakamora.

the days where I would be crushed when he didn't text me back.

the days where i thought i was alone and will forever be alone.

I miss those days.

I remember being hurt.

But I remember feeling whole.

I remember feeling like I didn't need anyone else.

i remember all of us feeling like this.

now we're all in a relationships except for those who are actually strong on their own.

we have all of other people making us whole.

what made us so needy?

we fight to grow up but all we do when we get there is jump into another house and in another family like the one we came from.

we fight to move in a faster circle.