Monday, April 30, 2012

stop it, all of you.

don't take away my fox. you don't know how much pride i put in that silly game we made up.
don't take away what makes me feel special.
... to be a fox.

I'm trying.
stop making me feel like I'm failing.

I'm scared of normalcy.
that's why i went quiet when you said it was my destiny.
to become like the people i hate.

I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO LIKE ME!!
can't you see that?
I want to have fun, not just with you.

i get along with the wolves.
it scares me how much i do.
they out number us,
but they still see my orange.

i still back away when i can't take their crap anymore.
they know this action well.

i still hate board games and action movies, war, talking about nothing, and their narrow minded banter.
 the list goes on forever of the things i hate that they are, and who i will never become.

I'm just there because, sometimes, I'm sick of being alone.
And the boy i happen to fancy, is in that pack too.

and if you talked to him. you'd know that he hates a lot of the stuff they do too.
he has his own reasons for who he is.

I love all people. I hate all people. 

i want to be different more than i want to be alive.

I respect you, and always have. i like you, and always will.
you were a fox too in the story.
maybe you're more a fox than i am, a brighter shade of orange.

i love being a fox. i loved it ever since we made it up.
i love and hate people. As i love and hate wolves.
I adore foxes. and I always have.

I've always respected you, your opinions, your likes, and dislikes.

I'm sorry.
 I'm sorry if i changed. I'm sorry if i will.

i will fight to stay the way i am.
this isn't me just talking big.

i was never lying!
i am who i say i am!!



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