I love you.

...that sentence...

It makes me feel, I don't know....sad,

envious?

Of what they have not them.

ha, that's funny.

why want something that will fall apart at the seems once it gets old?

Do I not know what it means?

Do I not understand what it is?

Every time I've heard that sentence its always sounded fake, not real. like they were lying.

My friend and the boy with the lip piercing that always smelled like nicotine.

They said "I love you" in a matter of a week and broke up in 3 months.

Doesn't love last longer then that?!

...Screw that! I would never want to loved by someone like you.

Either of you.


Why would you say that if you didn't mean it? why would you do that?




I DON'T WANT LOVE, GOD! I WANT YOU TO LIKE ME! I WANT YOU TO ENJOY ME BEING WITH YOU! I WANT YOU TO LISTEN TO MY OPINION AND TREAT ME LIKE A FRIEND AND NOT A SLAVE TO YOUR WILL! I DON'T WANT ANOTHER LEADER I WANT A FRIEND!


I just want a friend

someone to like and not love me

because love is,
not real.


And I don't want it anymore.

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