HE'S GOT LOVE IN HIS HEART!
LOVE IS HIS HEART!
God made that heart! It beats strong and steady,it's sewn together with kindness in every stitch that bled into is veins, compassion braided into his soul!
he was part of a match set from birth but he was different.
He tried
....
but it doesn't matter do them, does it?
because in this cliche "dog-eat-dog" world, it's the nicest ones that get bit first.
And the ones that you like the most have the sharpest teeth.
so learn to protect yourself!
(not just from lust)
to defend yourself!
(not just physically like you cared so much about being able to do for your family.)
to fight back!
(not just with your fist that you aim at your wall.)
to build yourself up!
(not just with the weights in next to your TV.)
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Now she will let go of you pretty quick but her teeth will cut deep.
as much as you deny it
shes spent most of her life sharpening her teeth
like her mother, sister, brother, taught her.
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But you won't bite back, will you?
you won't pick a fight?
no. you won't.
that's what made you so memorable, because you took it.
you didn't bat-a-lash at the FACT that we clashed
...
or that I clashed...you always seemed happy.
how do you do that?
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hold on to what you believe in and don't let me damage your hopes.
listen to the songs I showed you and remember me in the notes,
while i listen to 'almost easy' for the tenth time in a row.
...countless votes...
music is and always will be my passion, that is something we did not share and something i can't live without sharing.
I don't want you to have to change, I don't want that from you.
I thought that was what i wanted but it's not. It's not fair for me to want.
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YOUR SOUL IS SO CLEAN!
so sweet!
so well kept!
....so naive
....so proud.
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I adored what you said and I'll keep it forever.
I loved what you did and i won't forget it, ever.
I liked who you are
and I actually hope this won't scar.
I won't call you my brother.
I've never wanted one.
I'll call you by your name, it's a good name, I've always liked it.
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FLASH BACK!
to the night i told you i missed you.
I wasn't lying. truly, i wasn't.
But i guess even the witch from snow white missed her mirror from time to time.
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please know that i will never hate you.
I will always, always remember you fondly.
I was always excited to see you, I waited eagerly for your hugs, and i loved your smile.
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I loved that you were happy, that is so rare, living HAPPINESS so hard to find.
and you have it.
on my list of dream qualities in the man that i will come to meet,
'happy' was on that list.
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I want you to leave this with one thing:
nothing was wrong with what you did, or what you said.
it's just that you're not mine, and I'm not yours.
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